I have x battles with my feelings and I lost x times.
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你说你还是喜欢孤单
其实你怕被我看穿
你怕属于我们的船
飘飘荡荡靠不了岸
事到如今没有答案
我的真心为你牵绊
不管相见的夜多么难堪
简简单单的说爱是不爱
想要把你忘记真的好难
思念的痛在我心里纠缠
朝朝暮暮的期盼
永远没有答案
为何当初你选择一刀两断
听你说声爱我真的好难
曾经说过的话风吹云散
站在天平的两端一样的为难
唯一的答案
爱一个人好难
事到如今没有答案
我的真心为你牵绊
不管相见的夜多么难堪
简简单单的说爱是不爱
想要把你忘记真的好难
思念的痛在我心里纠缠
朝朝暮暮的期盼
永远没有答案
为何当初你选择一刀两断
听你说声爱我真的好难
曾经说过的话风吹云散
站在天平的两端一样的为难
唯一的答案
爱一个人好难
N.M.D-a name I gave to a particular coming day.
This was taken yesterday after shioking (haha!) and during one of the weekdays when I’m on my way home=)
Went to Acer with Hwai Shin and Xin Yi this morning.
The repairing is so EX! Basically the screen repairing-$350 + inside components(price unknown).
I bet the component thing will not be cheap since it’s the INSIDE component.
Dare not let them check what are the components need to be repaired because, by handling it over, I will have to pay $54 already.
So in the end, decision-buy a new Sotty Brain.
Then we lunched together with KimChoo since she will be working later in the afternoon and chit chat all the way.
I’m quite looking forward to NMD.
I’m super looking forward to this coming wednesday!
I’m looking forward to my celebation too!!! Bugis fun? then if got time, I may go to the arcade I mentioned in my previous post to SHIOK!=D
It’s Friday!
No people will be in school so I planned to have my own freedom time!=D
After work, I went to somewhere a totally different world.
There are NO Chinese, Malay or Indian people AT ALL. There’s only Caucasian.
Then the bus incident also makes me happy=)
After that to the first arcade. Of course, I aim the car machines first=)
I found my next car machine to train on!
Then to the second arcade and spent even longer time there. That place is even more shiok!
I found my Daytona USA2. Like so finally…
Cheaper, 1 token only.
Beginners-instead of 8 rounds, there’s 10 rounds.
Advance-instead of 4 rounds, there’s 5 rounds.
Expert-instead of 1 round, there’s 3 rounds.
I can train like siao. PLUS PLUS PLUS! I dont know why the computer car opponents are damn strong, so unlike the other machines I played previously.
I can say, my skills are still there because I did check my timing after each round. I even improved=)
So, since my skills are still there and improved, my ranking is still like 7th/8th, then it must be the opponent problem already.
Since I played the previous machines, I normally get 1st or 2nd, then I rather train on these machines with strong oponents to push mysef even more, to make my skills improve more=)
It’s a super youngsters arcade and there’s way too much guys…or should I say there’s only 2 girls includding me…
Just the Daytona area, there’s 5-7 guys and I’m the only girl. zzz
Everytime I play, this guy who has big tatoos on his arms and pierced lips+chin, will come and sit beside me and play.
okay, I dont know if he is trying to show off or what, but I can say he is really good.
I really feel SO SHIOK! Seriously=DD
1 more week! 6 more working days!
My work will end next wednesday! I’m gonna celebrate!
Bugis’s arcade? =)
I wanna buy the shirt that I saw at Bugis!!!
BUT I can only wear it at CERTAIN place, in front of certain people.
I dont think I can wear it to school. I think I can wear it it if I’m with Tuggs/sweetie/family/relatives.
I dont think it can appear in the photos too.
Work is much better now after the change of project and change of PM.
I still can manage although I dislike it.
Went to dental after work today and was told to return to the clinic 2 weeks later for my screw removal.
Hope it’s not pain. Hope I will not cry=)
The dentist say I’m more scary than a 5 year old kid. 5 year old kid can cool down after being comforted.
I will still feel so scared after being comforted.
Once I’m afraid of something, it seems like nothing can cool me down or distract me.
Whatever people say, I’ll just say ‘orh…’ but actually it’s entering from my right ear and going out from the left ear.
For scary movies, hmmm….
That time out with classmates to watch movie. There’s a part whereby something may pop out suddenly because of the background music. Ya, I’m quite sensitive to eerie silent kind of music which are sometimes used in the horror movies. Slowly, I moved closer to one of my classmate with one of my eyes shut and another eye half opened. Almost grabbed tight to my classmate’s arm.
I cant wait for my tooth behind to go to the front.
Did you guys notice a part of my teeth seems like toothless, as if there’s a hole.
It looks ugly, but I still like to smile=)) of course, I did try to take fewer photos with my teeth because of the hole.
I’m counting down to my celebration!
I’m gonna have my dark purple hair on my right and light purple hair on my left on the last day of work. WAHAHAHA!
Or should I have orange / lime green?
Starts from Saturday.
Met up with at Douby Ghaut.
Since we are waiting for 3pm ’s high tea buffet, we went to the arcade to enjoy first.
Went to Lao BeJing at 2.59pm sharp and here goes our munching…
After buffet, walked around at Orchard Road.
Oh, before that, a Magician came to entertain us. Poor Magician…
In the end we are the ones who make him headache. haha!!
Skipped the movie with them because gonna go to for Lantern celebration=)
-Thanks Dickson for the shirt he bought for us!
-Jumping, twisting and singing with very ‘high’ songs! I got really high! haha
-Laterns, sparkles, candles at basketball court=D
-we even had the candle blowing competition! My 气 in blowing is not bad=)
-snappings, all went for night walk except me. Went to accompany Ligeng.
then bla bla bla…
the next day, today:
-to Bugis!
-temple
-lunch
-randum food shopping
-arcade
-visit Cynthia
I specially went to buy this Taiwan magazine because it has 鬼鬼 (GuiGui).
Read if you want.
I specially took a photo of this paragraph.
End of the 4th week.
Tomorrow, start of 5th week.
Jia You Jia You!
Tahan Tahan!
Friday!
Happy day=)
Bought my red shirt to change after work since they are wearing today.
Happened to sit beside a bag and I started writing notes.
Put here, put there, then put a candy too. haha
Thanks Ling Fang! for the finger-print, handwriting and the way I look at things results=))
I’m really interested in all these kind of things.
and of course, thanks JunRong for bringing her today. haha
REALLY nice to know her=D
I’m suspecting the info saying Oct 4 2pm is the real moon, is fake.
I’ve checked that the moon is 98% full now.
I think this time, I’ll just follow the moon percentage counter.
1 more photo from HwaiShin’s house=)
Celebrating the festival this Saturday night in school!
Wonder which building’s rooftop can I go.
Staying overnight. Should I sleep or dont sleep? I think I’ll sure sleep because I dont really can tahan.
ok, I’m sleeping early today.
I’m really tired, so sleepy that I almost miss my stop today, haha.
Good Night=)
(wow, I rarely say good night here)
Regarding the previous entry, aiya, just read read can already.
I believe 50% only because it’s calculated from my birth date only, excludding my birth time. So I dont believe everyone who is born in 11th January 1991 will all die of car accident.
It did came true for 2 points. The increasing car incidents and my leg problem.
I dont think others WILL come true.
If it’s calculated includding my birth time, then I’ll believe it and IF the person is an expert=)
Anyway, according to my palm lines, I dont think it’s true.
So, Daddy, Mummy, dont be worry…
The next day…
Since I’m going home so late today, I 顺便 went for my waxing moon visit.
My place is snatched by a couple! rawr!
Thought no one will be there since it’s 11pm+ already, yet! They are still there.
I have to go to the other carpark which is luckily nearby only.
I’m so looking forward to this Saturday’s Lantern/Mooncake Festival Celebration!
Venue not set yet, i guess. Hope it’s somewhere wonderful.
I want to lie down and watch the moon=)
Mummy’s friend learn Numberlogy.
She did mine.
Mummy was telling me the result with a serious and worried face.
1. watch out for cars! -yes, I had number of times almost got knocked down by cars. The latest one was last week.
2. my leg must take care! -ya, quite obvious…
3. I dont want to mention this here. It’s really not good…
4. dont be too naive.
5. I have not bad temper
6. will get married one day.
Daddy even got me a amulet necklace to wear and told me bangkok’s temple is good. Mummy telling me to go to temple.
They are saying and doing as if I’m really in danger.
Anyway, I’ll not let it affect me much no matter how true or if it will happen. I’ll still live my life as usual happily=)
Just that I’ll forget about ‘L’ things. I dont want to be a burden to my future boyfriend or love ones. I’ll just try to take care of myself.
She say having lots of number ‘1′ is not good. (So different from what I read from the net)
I’m so fated to the number ‘1′.
-my birthday
-my time of bith
-the school index number
and etc…
Plus after calculation, there are still many ‘1′…
Suddenly woke up in pain around 6am plus.
Thought maybe my shorts is too tight or whatever, so I took off my shorts and try to sleep again.
It still hurts!
Started running to the washroom and started to have the puking feeling, but I cant seem to puke and it makes me feel more terrible.
Thought maybe by eating something or drink something will make me feel better.
In the end, the more I drink, the more I feel like puking and nothing comes out again.
I cant even swallow the food. It seems to stuck in my throat.
Ate the small pill which is suggested by Mummy but it doesnt seems to help much.
Applied the stomachache oilment, also doesnt seem to help.
Took MC for today. Seeing a doctor later.(dont even know if I can get up….)
I’m lying down typing now and halfway, I’m running to the washroom.
Sitting up or standing will make me feel terrible.
REALLY PAIN!
pain
pain
pain
pain
pain
pain…….
I just lay down. When the pain comes, I can just curl myself up, row/twist around the sofa shouting pain, waiting for the pain to stop and hope the pain will not come again (which is highly not possible).
Really pain….
Using tv and com now, hoping to make me feel better. Plus, what can I do now? Cant even eat or drink….
Applying the oilment suddenly makes me feel like becoming a baby again.
I like the oilment to be rubbed, produce heat then rub on my tummy.
Then people go “agu gu gu gu, ang gu gu..” and the hand action to make me laugh.
And the ‘bruuuuu bruuuuuu’ blowing. Laugh even more!
It will be great to have rice ball snack too.
ok, time for rest….
